A Little Risky

I'm a little erratic

Alienating my friends

UFOs in my attic

Fuck it, I'm charismatic

I know it, and it's pathetic

I hit your line just to tell you

I'm fine and to forget it

I might quit the job

'Cause I've been feeling the static

My fake name used to be Rob

There's probably something about that

The rain feeling so risky

The eyes feeling so misty

I'm hearing that they missed me

But I'm the one that's been missing

I like people who

Know the trauma like I do

I like people who

Are kind when it's hard to

I like people who

Remind me of who I need to be

When I feel like crying

And I'm about to

I'm in a panic

The ego still gigantic

The moves smooth, speaking truth

But I'm still frantic

I'm the phantom in your opera

People take advantage of me

I ain't stopping 'em

This that, hmm

Genjutsu type flow

Confucius type flow

You need me, I know

I breathe out my soul

I sing the wrong notes

I know I move slow

But somehow I still go

I've been running more lately

Ironic since I been running more lately

Got an old soul

Feels like I turned 80

Even if you showed me love

Promise you I'd still hate me

Who else you know double-thinking like me?

Titanic type flow, I just sink in the beat

I'm my biggest supporter

And my only enemy

Had to make this fucking song

Just so I could go to sleep

Yeah, I know you doubt it

The only starving artist

With a stomach not growling

But the hunger pangs strong

And my soul needing balance

So I made this fucking song

Just to show you that I'm 'bout this