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Yeah yeah, you left me here to die
Fucking oath
Salty Mc
Big up Rosso Beats
I've been trying to close the chapter but the page stuck
Walking in the rain drunk chase another fake buzz
I still think of Drew every day I wake up
I can still hear DB laughing when I blaze up
Posca and a blade tucked, chain-smoke 'til the train comes
Fear And Loathing In The Gong, real hate and fake love
Mission up to Sydney, pop a molly getting day drunk
Sipping Painstop, ink and paint to get our names up
But shit changed fast, should be ripping cones with Horid
But I'm pouring out my soul, rapping R.I.P to Horid
If I look into this mirror any longer then I'll tat it on my forehead
Guess it is what it is, but what was it if it wasn't what I thought it was
Chin up salt, walk it off, talking to myself? or haunted by the fallen ones
Lil Peep Sex With My Ex, then I'm Movin' On
I love you then I hate you, girl I see where the confusion's from
Lipstick on my pillow, thought your eyelash was a spider
Tangled in a web of lies trying to tell myself I'm fly
I mean tell myself I'm fine, toss and turning through the night
Flames still flicker behind my eyelids, I should get back on the, nah
Wait a minute I'm just wigging, pack a billy then I punch it
If I finish up the bar they'll just say I'm biting Huskii
Someone needs to tell these fuckin' kids to do their homework
Rewriting history to silence me, that won't work
Memory of an elephant, they bite me like a cobra
I'm not losing sleep I didn't buy the dreams they sold me
Tried to turn the page now I've got paper cuts and growing pains"This is pain evolved" DB already told youse mate
Decibel on everything, whole world is gonna know your name
Whenever I feel hopeless, your children help my hope remain
Zion and Zahara, so much like your father
Hope I meet youse as adults before I face the karma
That's impending for the drugs that I was selling
Lying to my junkies like these Kalma's from the chemist
I'm lying through my teeth though, I know the guy who press 'em
And they ain't even a benzo, just Seroquel and Heroin
Don't have the heart to tell 'em I guess ignorance is bliss
But why'd I pop like seven when I know what in the bricks
Why the fuck am I still thinking?! I might pop another six
Must of blacked out when I blinked, I woke up holding a pipe
The puddles still frozen, I hope I didn't smoke it
But every time I swallow I can taste it in my throat
Shit, the last thing I remember I was six months sober
About to have a baby, now it's back to empty roses
This before my diagnosis, I was trying to keep my focus
Explaining to my homies, but really I don't know if
That's the truth though, because truthfully I needed drugs to function
Got molested by a xanny head, no wonder I don't trust them
Been cheated on so many times I couldn't count it
I cheated once when I was fifteen and I still feel sick about it
Lost like everyone I love, lost the memories to drugs
Hard to let go of the past, all Drew's stuff collecting dust
In the closet in my room, need a rocket to the moon
Kept a nicotine strip, the one you thought was bupe
Because your Uncle said it was, swear he stitched you up on purpose
Now I'm giggling reminiscing while I'm sipping on this bourbon
He didn't want you on Suboxone, you had a bigger purpose
Your life was just beginning, why the fuck you leave so early
My aggression is an act, I'm grieving and I'm nervous
Hard to tell her that I love her, I hope she peeps behind the surface
Take you Star Shopping, right now I'm not worth it
I gave you the world, but the world I gave was burning
I know you think I'm poison, but I think you're so much more than perfect
I would take own life if that was what would stop you hurting
And on the day I die, the world will keep on turning
Light a candle, watch the flame, you'll see my love will still be burning
Lately I can't hide it I just cry until it's hurting
My hearts forever yours, you can keep it, don't return it
Done