Honestly

I don't get the way you think

I don't like the way you drink

Ask me questions that you've asked before

Whisper words that you don't mean

Keep me hanging by a string

Disappear the second I want more

And I hope my memory never washes out of your sheets

Hope you lie there wide awake and

I hope those nights, they keep playing for you on repeat

During your meditations

But I'm being honest

I'm alright

And I haven't shed a tear this time

So why did I let you come back

Let you have all that you asked

Gave you all of me all on your terms

Knew you'd have to burn it black

Didn't think it'd be so fast

Left me standing in a windblown blur

And I hope my disappointment cuts you right to the bone

Hope you wrestle with your choices

And I hope you have to stop yourself reaching for the phone

Cause you need to hear my voice, yeah

But I'm being honest

I'm alright

And I haven't shed a tear this time

Cause you got years on me

But you don't have the things you want the most

When you were leaving me

I heard the desperation in your tone

Cause you want everything

You wanna win the game, you want the throne

But when you're crowned the king

You're gonna be alone

And I'm being honest

I'm alright

And I just feel bad for you sometimes

Cause I would've made you my religion

Would've suffered with a smile

Would've showed you off in any room

I would've fucked you in the kitchen

Would've made it worth your while

Would've left myself behind for you

But I'm being honest

I'm fine without you

And thank god we called it

I'm fine without you