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Did you ever stop and wonder
All the shit you put me under
Fucked my homie and his brother
And a couple bums in bundles
Left me with no fucking option
Then to gone and catch a body
It was after that one party
When she called me
And she asked me
Can you crack me?
In the backseat
I said gladly
You can have me
Just don't add me
It all started freshman year
Who would've known a decade later
I'll drown in tears
Stuck in my ways no better days
Thats what I fear
Little fat boy
Making noise to get attention
Acting out ain't learned no lesson
Contemplating suicide
I'm lashing out I came with pain to lay where you reside
I ain't a saint but let me paint a picture through my eyes
This insecurity
Consuming me
It ruined me
The point where it ain't you it's me
I gotta find a way out
Oh you ain't got nothing to say now?
The truancy and lack of love
The reason why I'm acting up
Fuck forcing shit im packing up
Belongings in the back of trucks
My plan is just to stay out
All that u say can't hold no weight now
I noticed something different
You next to me still distant
Attention wasn't given
Kept ya face pressed in the linen
She was sleeping on me
Whole time fucking on another nigga
Even cooked him lunch and dinner
Sandwiches with love and kisses
Thats my cookie special seasoning
Let him taste it out of season
Wats the reason for no reason
Showed him how I pack and roll the weed up
Now you into smoking woods and prerolls
For all i know you put that shit up ya nose
Come home sober you a bar hopping hoe
Shit that linger on my mind
Hit the weed a couple times
Hope to ease my fuckin' mind
Press rewind and change the time
Back to 1999
Man those were the fuckin' times
Knew nothing 'bout being depressed
Had to get this off my chest
Bottled in like choco ness
As I sit here and reflect
Holy shit I made a mess
Roll of towels spray windex
Clean my slate and start from fresh
Decision made it comes with stress
Time will tell it was the best
This is a small world
Small world
This is a small world
Small world
This is a small world
And it all turned cold
The day you pulled that stupid shit
And broke our bond so bold
Admit in stumbled to my knees
And hit the ground all fours
Somehow I found the strength within
To get back up on my own
Now I thank you stupid bitch
Found wat I was lookin' for
It's myself and the true meanings of life
Pay attention cause I won't
Make the same mistake twice
Odds aint in my favor still im rollin the dice
I been digging by myself without you bae
Whats livin' life if living life ain't got no pain
I let it go
I let it go
I never thought I'd live a day without you bae
Ain't been myself all by myself I'm trapped and caged
I let it show
I let it show
I never thought I'd live a day without you bae
Ain't been myself all by myself I'm trapped and caged
I let it show
I let it show
I never thought I'd live a day without you bae
Ain't been myself all by myself I'm trapped and caged
I let it show
I let it show