I'm just tryin' to figure out who I wanna be this week
'Cause I know it's not me, I know it's not me
I'm just tryin' to figure out who I wanna be this week
'Cause I know it's not me, I know it's not me, no
Contrary to your popular belief
I've been drowning in the depths, so far gone and so dark
That nobody can save me
I don't mean to sound impatient or hollow and insincere
But I've got postcards in my kitchen sayin', "I wish you were here"
I'm stubborn and ungrateful with the people in my life
Oh, I'll often wanna off myself, but I don't quite wanna die
Oh, I'm not really who you say that I am
I'd be better off dead or living on the lamb
Well, I'm just tryin' to figure out who I want you all to see
Because I know it's not me, I know it's not me
I'm just tryin' to figure out who I want you all to see
Because I know it's not me, I know it's not me, no
Contrary to your popular beliefs
I've been drowning in the depths, so far gone and so dark
That nobody can save me
Now the bathtub's runnin' over and the oven gas is on
And my last will and testament has already been drawn
So thanks for comin' over, that was awfully nice of you
Feel free to shoot the messenger 'cause I'm just passin' through
Nobody tells you sellin' your soul is what it takes
Cheers to everyone who thought that I would make it
Well, I'm just tryin' to figure out who I want you all to grieve
Because I know I gotta leave, I know I gotta leave
I'm just tryin' to figure out who I want you all to grieve
'Cause I know I gotta leave, I know I gotta leave, no
Contrary to your popular beliefs
I'll be dead
Before you even think
Oh, I'll be dead
Before you even think to save me