sunstaring

I feel most alive when I'm being myself unapologetically

When I don't feel like my environment is coercing me or influencing me to feel a certain way

Fly, you a fool for this one

Or providing a setting for my mood

I feel most alive when I'm just being me

The pressure's on, but I like weighted blankets

God sent it so everyday I thank him

Most these niggas see the heat

And then they get to blaming

But the sun gon' shine regardless, so I get thinking

Why thе lord choose me for all this shit to happen?

Thеn I realize that money's cursed so you blessed if you lackin

I got responsibilities the city on my back and

I can't just settle for the cheese if that shit come with-well

They say a nigga too fake deep, they don't like how I'm acting

They hate the way that I speak, they hate that I love myself

Can't say I don't deserve it, I should be in love with wealth

But that's a lack of self esteem to choose that over health

I got love for community, I know they got my back

And even if a nigga sing, I'll love 'em till my last

'Cause everybody gotta eat, its only so much grass

Some choose to consume the meat that's

Found on public lands

But I be sun staring, I be sun staring

The Lord fed me, Imma eat until the gun blaring

The Lord fed me Imma eat until I'm done

Wearing clothes to see the street

Until they lay me down six feet

I be sun staring, I be sun staring

The Lord fed me, Imma eat until the motherfucking gun blaring

'Cause I be sun staring, I be sun staring

I used to be deep in my baggage

I would leave the bag at home

Now I'm deep in my bag

And left the baggage all alone

Funny the way that words work

When written in a song its

Funny how birds chirp

You see em, they get gone

I'm not here to choose violence

I'm just here to right some wrongs

I was born in this body

And I found my rights was gone