On the brink (Special Version (Adult supervision) 18.+.only If you have thoughts a suicide or self harm call immediately lyyour help hotline)

Fueled up on alcohol and amphetamines

I'm losing grip, tearing at the seams

Can't take my life no more, I'm hollowed thin

Every scar a story carved beneath my skin

Between rationale and sanity I crawl

Crazy thoughts echo loud against the wall

No trust left, no one hears my mind unwind

Feel like tears-I'm drowning from inside

On the brink, I'm slipping down the edge

Waking nightmares pulling at my legs

I can't control the flood that rises up

Part of me just wants to see my own blood

A broken scream inside I can't outrun

On the brink... maybe I should jump

Crazy dreams haunt me while I'm awake

A restless storm I never can escape

No one understands what I can't explain

A twisted maze built from silent pain

I'm shaking as the shadows start to flood

All these thoughts still beating in my blood

On the brink, I'm slipping down the edge

Waking nightmares pulling at my legs

I can't control the flood that rises up

Part of me just wants to see my own blood

A broken scream inside I can't outrun

On the brink... maybe I should jump

But the edge still waits-breathing with my fear

I'm one step from gone... yet still standing here