Break my stride down
I'm feeling paralyzed now
My chance to leave has left
I'm finding it hard to coalesce
The reality is harder to digest
I don't feel cold, but I am frozen
Swimming through an ocean of fear
There's nothing else I'd like to hear
I'm trying my best to endear
I hold my breath 'cause no one else is breathing
This life I live has never felt so fleeting
I'm feeling cornered in this empty room
But what am I supposed to do?
The confetti hitting me like stones
I just want to be left alone
But things don't go to plan
No matter how fast I ran, oh
My chest is heaving
I struggle with believing
And I feel like I'm headed nowhere
And that just doesn't seem fair
This doesn't seem fair
I found it hard because you're always leaving
And now I'm struggling to control my breathing
And yes, I know it's hard for you too
But what am I supposed to do?
I've had enough of all this senseless weeping
And all the memories you insist on keeping
I can see the damage that I did to you
But what am I supposed to do?
I can feel your pain too
And I'm sorry for what I did to you
And I know there's nothing I can do to change
I hold my breath 'cause no one else is breathing
This life I live has never felt so fleeting
I'm feeling cornered in this empty room
But what am I supposed to do?
I've had enough of all this senseless weeping
And all the memories I insist on keeping
I can see the damage that I did to you
But what am I supposed to do?
But what am I supposed to do?