Convince Myself

I'm drownin, alarmin

I paid the price a mountain

I'm countin, I'm shattered

Convince myself

Everything changes

I bid farewell

To all our exchanges

I don't feel well

Maybe it's fadin

But I can't tell

It's slowly degradin

Still I try

It's still important

I'll make it right

Choke my disorder

It's worth the fight

I've been an absorber

The pain I write

Is makin it harder to sleep at night

I'm drownin, alarmin

I paid the price a mountain

I'm countin, I'm shattered

This wasn't meant to happen

Convince myself

Convince myself

I decide to pay the price

Convince myself it's in my mind

Survive it every single night

I close my eyes and see the light

I'm drownin, alarmin

I paid the price a mountain

I'm countin, I'm shattered

This wasn't meant to happen

Convince myself

Everything changes

I bid farewell

To all our exchanges

I don't feel well

Maybe it's fadin

But I can't tell

It's slowly degradin