No One’s Favorite

Do you really wanna know how i feel?

Fine

I'll tell you

I wake up hollow, same pain inside,

Another day where i just survive

Every breath feels like a curse,

I keep it in, but it only gets worse

Lost in the noise, can't find my name,

I'm the shadow they forget to blame

You say i don't try, but i bleed for this,

You don't see the scars you always miss

I'm breaking down behind this smile,

Been faking life for a long damn while

I've had enough

Of being no one's favorite, just a ghost in your light,

Always the backup, never worth the fight

You take what's left and throw the rest away,

I'm screaming inside, but you look away

I'm not okay, i'm not okay,

But no one ever listens anyway

Everything i love just fades to dust,

Every heart i hold turns into rust

I try so hard but it's never enough,

You call it weak, i call it love

I'm tired of pretending, tired of pain,

Tired of being the one to blame

You want perfection, i'm breaking apart,

You'll never see the fight in my heart

I'm fading fast, can't fake this life,

Every smile just hides the knife

I've had enough

Of being no one's favorite, just a ghost in your light,

Always the backup, never worth the fight

You take what's left and throw the rest away,

I'm screaming inside, but you look away

I'm not okay, i'm not okay,

But no one ever listens anyway

I scream you don't hear me

I bleed you don't see me

I fall you don't need me

I'm done pretending to be okay

You call it life, i call it pain,

You call it love, i call it chains

You think i'm weak, i'm not your shame

I won't break again

I've had enough

Of being no one's favorite, just a name you forget,

I gave you everything, i've got nothing left

You take my heart and throw it all away,