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Can't even think of the times I sat back to relax
I don't think I got a time for all that
Cus I'm mad, and I'm stuck in the past
I try to ask, myself will I ever be better
It goes black
Just a black hole
Sucking away at all of my livelihood
What's the evil put in my body, shook, as I'm laying awake
I feel em watching, should I end my life would you stop me?
Same old patterns, none of this matters
Know you would rather, see my heart shattered
Bones all scattered the pieces are gathered
The beast getting captured a breathing disaster
I'm so depressed I don't know to deal with it
Still with it, look at myself in bewilderment
Bloodthirsty urges are turning me villainous
Cus I be going crazy as ever
They wanna do what I be doing but they put in no effort
And honestly it coming natural it wasn't a method
I only took what I was given and I chose to perfect it
To be honest sometimes ion even feel a thing
Except for when I get drained, from dealing with all the pain
One thing good I no longer fear change
Maybe still I will never be okay
Stress is inside of me building up slowly
People around me but none of them know me
Shackled by my own desire wanna go free
Look in my eyes and you better look closely
This for them nights I had no one to hold me
That's every night fam I won't even hold you
Going so fast I had nowhere to go to
You take a walk in these shoes it'll fold you
Can't rest, I'm awake and this pain my creation
I bathe in this hatred T
Too much, I can't take this
Don't hate if I change cus I'm tired of escaping
I'm making my fate cus this time ima face it