Cause and Effect

There are kinds of business

That can't be left unfinished

There's some shit that you can't understand til' you're in it

There are serious outcomes of extinguished flames

The sparks from a shining life fade away

Have you felt the betrayal from the hate you released?

Somewhere turning 180 degrees

Have you felt when salvation betrays your home?

Misfit to this world so I made my own

It's like I wanna speak

But I have no tongue

Know not for what I seek

But from the same I run

And then the beast wants to break free

It's in disguise behind bars within me

It betrays and it deceives

"From all your pains you'll be released"

That's how the past strikes back

That's when I rip this wound open again

That's how I cry, that's how I bleed

That's how my vengeance turns back on me

As if carved in stone

There's a story engraved

It was history's doom that the scars remain

So the series began

With what a gift could breed

Two eyes became evil

Looked for sowing bad seeds

In their human weakness

They stand not firm

They're called fellow creatures

Then to demons they turn

So I reduced the pain

And made the memories blur

These things mix bad

Tearing down my world

It's like I wanna speak

But I have no tongue

I know from what I flee

But into the same I run

And then the world starts changing shape

So from this hell I will escape

I put the spade to cursed soil

I dig my grave, I slowly fade

Until the depths of me calls out

Though this stained mirror has blocked my sight

I'll lift the curse that's upon my fate

I'll breathe again

I'll find the way