One Eight Seven

It's so nice sitting very still

In a room where no one else can feel

The pain that breaks my heart each day

I'm not okay

Sunlight shining through my window

Let's me know that I'm still alive

But why did I ever let you inside my heart?

I'm such a fool

I paint my face in shades of blood and gray

And take a seat right next to me

But I should have known that you were a killer

But now I'm dead

A gaping hole, shot through my heart

A lost connection from your poison dart

Shot from your tongue to end my life

But if you're blowing at the fire to light your strife

You'll never know, oh yeah

You'll never know, oh no

The hardest thing about dying is

Knowing you'll never see the light of day

A gaping hole, shot through my heart

A lost connection from your poison dart

My head now spins and my ears bleed gold

I try so fuckin' hard, but I can't fit your mold

The hardest thing about dying is

Knowing you'll never see the light of day

The hardest thing about dying is

Knowing you'll never see the light of day

You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out

Now you're gonna pay

I'll stab you one time, I'll eat your heart out

So you feel my pain

Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?

I wanna kill you

I wanna kill you now

I'm insane

I wanna kill you

I wanna kill you now

I'm insane

I wanna kill you

I wanna kill you now

I'm insane