How It Happened

Hold on wait let me tell you how it happened

All you gotta do is listen while I'm rappin

Eyes closed lay in bed while I sink into the mattress

Battles that I fought lost souls it was tragic

I'm not gon make it what the demons tell me

Tell me kill em all they ain't come around to help me

Workin on my body first makin sure I'm healthy

Now I gotta rich mindset n I'm spiritually wealthy

Of course I gotta couple things weighing on my conscience

God told me let it go n walk away from past sins

Prayin everyday at first I thought it was some nonsense

Now I'm wide awake seeing light through the darkness

All these thoughts in my head make me wanna kill sum

All this pain built up n it made me real numb

Felt like I wasn't gon make it past twenty twenty one

Now I ain't gon stop til my time on earth is done

If you see me out in public head down I don't speak

I had a long year realized all I got is me

Talk to bro behind bars n I pray they let him free

I been workin hard n I promise they gon see

It's me n my thought n this number two pencil

Trynna get it off my chest on the instrumental

I don't know how else to say what's going through my mental

My emotions up n down like bitches on they minstrel

Hold on wait let me tell you how it happened

All you gotta do is listen while I'm rappin

Eyes closed lay in bed while I sink into the mattress

Battles that I fought lost souls it was tragic

I'm not gon make it what the demons tell me

Tell me kill em all they ain't come around to help me

Workin on my body first makin sure I'm healthy

Now I gotta rich mindset n I'm spiritually wealthy