Feels Like Never

Sometimes I wish I didn't feel at all

It's fine, but I get lost in my thoughts

I can't keep running away from my feelings

I know I haven't done much healing

They say it gets better

But the time's just causing me ache

And it feels like never's

When I'll stop feeling the pain you see

It's hard for me to hide it all forever

So I let it bleed, so I can feel

Cause numbness ain't better

It ain't better but I know that

I've been trying for so long

I can't understand my heart but

I still bleed into this song

Feel like I'm running out of time

Heal and then I hit rewind

All my feelings outta line and I can't hold it

Always wondered if it's true

Would I ever start anew

I just hope that I can find some calm in this ocean

I know I'm hurting but I put on a smile

I hope it worth it cause I might lose my mind

But

They say it gets better

But the time's just causing me ache

And it feels like never's

When I'll stop feeling the pain you see

It's hard for me to hide it all forever

So I let it bleed, so I can feel

Cause numbness ain't better

And all my life I've had to fake that I'm alright

Cause no one seemed to care if I put up a fight

But I still can't figure out

Don't know why are my thoughts still stuck in the clouds

My minds still in pieces, I hope I don't lose it

I just want you to know that my heart is in ruins

But

They say it gets better

But the time's just causing me ache

And it feels like never's

When I'll stop feeling the pain you see

It's hard for me to hide it all forever

So I let it bleed, so I can feel

Cause numbness ain't better