What's greater than God and more than the devil
(Nothing)
How can I stand here when I have got
(Nothing)
All of my music's equating to
(Nothing)
Everyone leaves as I stand here with
(Nothing)
Feeling the pressure described incline to a point of decline
I feel like I'm losing the harder I try, I feel like I'm losing my mind
I know they say theft is a crime but is taking what's mine
Illicit, I wonder, forbidden or something
I'm feeling this pit in my stomach, dismiss what it is
Either surface or plummet, I'm jumping
No ropes to secure what I've wanted
All of my hopes and my dreams are above me
Embark on this journey to get to the summit
But I have lost sight of my purpose
I've forgotten the pain from the hunger
I've let the hunter turn hunted
So focused on keepin' it 100 that lately I feel like I've finally done it
But the pain is back
Snapback for the phoenix hat
Ball cap, page, brain is mapped
I came to scrap
This page is trash
I got a new outlook, it's insane in fact I gotta
Maintain my grasp
Remain intact
Retain my craft, ask
But never will it change the fact that
I'm feeling like Mad Max
I'm killing you lab rats
Vengeance is cynical
Biblical wrath acts
From here until kingdom come
King me because the game is won
Checkmate we ain't playing for fun
Payback from way back
You say that, now I'm out of my cage, bat
Swing, but I never miss
Dream, never less than big
Scream from all the thoughts and all the drama caused
Like "what if I had missed the ball"
High up in this ledge that I'm standing on, it's quite the fall
Gambling with my life and all
To reach ovations, needs patience
But all gas no braking might break me
Drowning, in my thoughts
Astounding... I feel I'm screaming, shouting
It's crazy what the doubt brings
Help me, lately I've been thinking way too loudly
In the dark surrounding, these demons play too rowdy
Nobody knows the price that I paid to play in the game
Nobody knows the struggles I faced, that made me insane
Will I ever be blessed
Will I ever know bliss
I gotta ask, is this part of a test
Riddler, riddle me this
Am I crazy
Lost in the moment, I'm like shady
8 miles more and I might make it
Lately, I step but the ground's shaky
Malcolm-space-X, history making
Greatness blastoff but it needs patience
Bat sh- crazy like the first patient
I don't know what's left and I can't take it
Reaching a point, you can't get on my level, I'm out of control
Obsessively making Compulsive Decisions, I can't let it go
Alone with myself and your points are convincing but I am built different
I gotta go get it, there's no reminiscing
Was flirting with demons with me and death kissing
Opinions, Opinions- now everyone has 'em
Guessing the outcome-how come everyone doubts him
Use your opinions like vouchers-L's to account for
Nobody knows how to help him
Weary of the commentary I ain't trying to hear it
Nobody can hear me screaming as I'm fighting this mirror
Cannot solve this riddle
Got me feeling pressure building like
Lately, the losing might break me
I fear that these demons may take me
I feel like I'm losing, the more that I do it but I can't start losing my patience
I fear I can't ever escape it
But out of the ashes I rise
If I drink then I die, if I eat then I'm fine, it's the fire inside, that is raging
Answer these riddles
Answer my prayers
I'm tryna find light in the dark
I don't know where to start and ain't nobody there
Answer these riddles
Help me see clear
I feel like I'm losing some stock in my options
I struggle but nobody cares
Drowning... in my thoughts
Astounding... I feel I'm screaming, shouting
It's crazy what the doubt brings
Help me
Lately I've been thinking way too loudly
In the dark surrounding, these demons play too rowdy
Nobody knows the prices I paid to play in the game
Nobody knows the struggles I faced, that made me insane
Will I ever be blessed?
Will I ever know bliss?
I gotta ask, is this part of a test
Riddler, riddle me this