Daydreaming

Devil on my shoulder, always watching, tryna see how I could be

He got me different places, I'm in places probably shouldn't be

I've been getting tunnel vision, I'm in motion for the green

I guess I'm looking at it wrong because it's never what it seems

I've been harder on myself and it's been harder in these streets

Couple youngins tryna make it out and find a way to eat

Stress been hitting harder, taking me away from sleep

But that's okay, cause while I'm awake, I still find a way to dream

I know it's hard to live a life without direction, I might sink

You know I hate it when you miss me, baby, sorry, I'm a fiend

No, you won't believe me, maybe swear that I've been clean

I got packs that stay in motion, only loving that I need

Went from carbon fiber nights to nights I'm puking in the sink

I guess I never needed no one, I'm a room that you can't read

I'm a book that you can't open, I'm a sight that you won't see

Fuck it, I'ma do myself and stack this hundred in my jeans

I've been daydreaming

Same thing that make me better, take me away from my sleep, oh yeah

I've been daydreaming

Always got myself, I'ma make it through the week, oh yeah

I've been daydreaming

I've been on the same shit since I was 17

I've been daydreaming

Yeah, reap what you sow, do you know what that mean

I'm trying to double down and be a better version of myself

I can't stop now, gotta keep on working on my health

Set the bar for myself, it's deeper than all the rap

Do it for my family, the children, that's my impact

Never realized how they trust in me

Niece and nephews in my family, they look up to me

And my son, yeah, I know he gon' take after me

Hope he don't ever see the things that put this hate in me

If you ever stuck without directions, you can talk to me

About how you feeling, yeah, I promise I won't say a thing

And the times when your sad and you just need a friend

Baby girl, yeah, I'll be there to hold your hand

I've been daydreaming