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Here I stay, oh so frozen
All my thoughts left unspoken
My mind can't seem to get no rest
The more I fall for you, can stand you less
I'm moving far, To you I'm just a guest
And now my instabilities are quaking at the seams
Tell me, why did you pretend to be
Everything that I had ever dreamed
I promise you ain't have to lie to me
I'm really her, I don't want shit ain't meant for keeps
But now I've lost my baby in my sleep
And you ain't care to hold me as I weep
Instead of embracing my spine, you played with my mind
Ain't worthy of me, still I sit here weak
You ain't worthy of me still, I sit here weak
Havin' me questioning myself
Second guessing my mental health
Like, like you got me under a spell
Oh why?
Like, do I really love myself?
Why
Still I lay, oh so broken
All these words left unspoken
My heart seen clearly through my chest
The more I wanted you, you gave me less
I put you first, you treat me second best
And now my insecurities have swelled from underneath
Tell me, why did you pretend to be
Everything that I had ever dreamed
I promise you ain't have to lie to me
I'm really her, I don't want shit ain't meant for keeps
But now I've lost my baby and my sleep
And you ain't care to hold me as I weep
Instead of embracing my spine, you played with my mind
Ain't genuine but still I sit here weak
You ain't genuine but still I sit here weak
Havin' me questioning myself
Second guessing my mental health
Like, like you got me under a spell
Oh, why?
Like, do I really love myself?
Why
So tell me, how you pick your victims?
Was it something with my face or when you talk how I been listening?
Cause if it is, then that's fucked up
I'm just out here a good woman, yeah, you lucked up
You really deserve a bird, a bitch who with the shits