Let it Finish Me

If You show mercy

To the ones who never cared

If You let blessing

Fall on hands that hurt

Then what's waiting

For the ones who stayed quiet

Took the hits

And never spoke first

I been bleeding in the silence

You been counting every scar

I been asking where You're hiding

But You never been that far

You don't forget

You don't miss

You don't turn Your face away

Every tear I never cried

Still had Your name

They say vengeance feels like closure

But You say leave it in Your hands

You say love is how You break them

When I don't understand

So I bless the ones who hurt me

Even when it cuts deep

If kindness is Your weapon

Then let it finish me

I see crumbs fall

From a table I don't deserve

Still You let me eat

Like I belong there

You saw the damage

Before I knew the cost

You stayed quiet

While I learned how to trust

They took pieces

I didn't get back

But You kept what I lost

You move slow

But You don't miss

You wait long

But You don't forget

You're not late

You're not wrong

You're not done with them yet

They say vengeance feels like closure

But You say leave it in Your hands

You say love is how You break them

When I don't understand

So I bless the ones who hurt me

Even when it cuts deep

If kindness is Your weapon

Then let it finish me

I don't want revenge

I want them free

Before the day comes

When mercy's gone

If You're still reaching

I won't pull back

If You're still waiting

I'll wait too