Losing Focus

I remember how that last summer changed my life

Had a lot of dark and it finally came to light

Lost a lot of friends that had sworn they on my side

Thought it was the end for the first time in my life

I called back home

They couldn't believe what they were hearing through the SAT phone

I told my momma I ain't know if I was still chose

12 years down the drain like it's draino

I had lost it all

They had decided they gon' let me go

Don't make a big deal and it won't turn into a show

Here's a lil hush-money hope that makes us cool

And don't forget to shut the door when you hit the road

Like what happened

Guess I'm a has been

You can't even contact any staff here

So many years that I put in on the back end

I guess it never really mattered man

I played your games and rules

I think it's time I choose for me

I played your games and rules

I think it's time I choose for me

I moved on for myself

For the ones who care about my mental health

I remember tryna' navigate and sell

That I was okay in a culture where I felt

Like ain't nobody really there to give you help

Like you gotta be a perfect little elf

Doing what you're told and never nothing else

'Cuz if you did big boss raising hell

Fell to Passion

I had dropped the ball

And made it worse by cappin'

Biggest liar of 'em all I do regret it

If I could take it back I know she'd gladly have it

You became my habit

I went back to the basics

Familiar faces

Fell to my knees and told God I need a facelift

He had lift me up and now I'm back in his graces

New man hope you understand what I'm saying

I played your games and rules

I think it's time I choose for me

I played your games and rules

I think it's time I choose for me