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I'm shaking and I'm shivering
The message I'm delivering
Is coming to you from a place that I've always been hidden in
Keeping to myself I got these shadows on my wall
Giving me the company that I've refused eternally
Eyes are darting back and forth
The yells are getting louder
And my hair is getting longer
And I'm dying by the hour
Someone's calling my name and I wanna reach out
But I know that it is just game and that's without a doubt
Freaking me my whole life
And it's gonna go beyond
Up all night and writing late experiences gone
Take another shot or take a hit or two for two
Anything to help my mind from seeing you or you
The walls are closing in and my directions wearing thin
And I don't know if it's the outside
Or it's something deep within
Hollering to keep me out or pull me closer in
Listen, if I hear it any longer I'll give in
I gotta squeeze my hand real tight or the shakes will be too much
Writing from my darkened thoughts, of which I have a bunch
Sitting in my room with every light in here turned off
I have to keep it dark or I'll see shadows on the wall
It's already bad enough that I hear their voices
Urging and encouraging me to act upon their choices
The things that they tell me sends a shiver down my spine
Saying it's okay for me to take what's truly mine
I do my very best to ignore all of their words
Taking lots of shots, and doing lifts and curls
I've even started writing, everything I think
You can hear my words as I get closer to the brink
I want to end it all before I end someone else
But I am a coward who just can't hurt themself
I struggle to defend myself and the eerie whispers
I clench the gun way too tight, I'm starting to get blisters
Fuck, why was I born this way, I just can't handle it
If the echos get louder then I just, might give in
I gotta shake my head clear and take a few deep breaths
The only way they'll stop, is if I give them death