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Know I ain't perfect never claimed to be I know I'm damaged
Tattoos on my body represent the scars I've managed
Closed caskets in my yesterdays can't let em phase me
Hard to say goodbye to those I love the ones that raised me
Yeah
A hard truth for me to wrestle with that one day we'll go separate ways and have to face our exodus
I'm not a pessimist reality's a motherfucker
Refuse to be naive watch the truth crash and suffer
No
I told myself you gotta search for growth
Sometimes what brings you pleasure now could one day hurt the most
Observe em close they'll expose themselves eventually your friends turn to foes family bitter filled with jealousy I
Saw it in your eyes that you despised who I was
Can't say I was surprised I felt it deep within my guts
Another lesson learned I've yet to earn a love
The worlds within your palms still somehow it's not enough
Yeah
I find solace in the darkest corners of my mind
I keep my walls up grown sick of being stabbed from behind
I've heard the sweetest words emerge from the safest lips
You brought me on this earth but some how I'm to blame for this
Manipulate an twist the narratives to justify
That you don't feel compelled to quell this hell you helped provide
Belied by dna and fabricated fairytales
May never see the day when both are views are parallel
Perhaps that ship has sailed nothing else for us to salvage
Crying by myself I beg for help within my silence
My eyes weigh a ton I'm pacing back n forth anxious
What have we become a product of severe mutations
I've been pukin breaking down drowning in my shadows
Lying on the floor force to re-engage these battles
Torn disheveled too unsettled to facilitate
A world that's fueled with hate will steal away your love and grace