Gorgeous Shade Of Red

Illustrating suicide in my head -

Sacrificing virgins in my bed -

Blood is such a gorgeous shade of red -

Living off the lies that I've been fed -

Finding inspiration in the words I've read -

My Friends will be famous when they're dead -

Desensitized by the life I've led -

Physically drained, emotionally bled -

My friends will be sober when they're dead -

I cannot shake this shadow -

I cannot love, but I can't let go - I cannot shake this shadow -

I cannot live, but I can't let go.