i still care, but i know that i shouldn't

I know that you won't hear this

So I can be as honest as I want

Isn't that fun?

I've been wondering how it feels

To stare down the barrel of a gun

So, give me five more minutes

So I can clear my head up

So I can dry my eyes, love

I know that you won't get it

But I think it's time I said it

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working

(My mind isn't working)

I still care

I hope you know that you can talk to me

Even though your words cut me to the artery, yeah

I hope you know that I don't hate you

Even though I really fucking want to

So, when it's late, and I'm feeling low

Replacing air with chemicals

I tend to forget what I'm holding on for

And nothing feels real

It's so hard to forget when I can't heal

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working

(My mind isn't working)

So, give me five more minutes, minutes

My mind isn't working

So, give me five more (minutes, minutes)

Wish you would ask for another chance

Even though you don't deserve it

And even if it's hard, I wanna see someone in the morning

I'm so fucking tired of hurting

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

And I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

And I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't

And I can't help but wonder

I hope you're not hurting

I still care

I'm getting used to my burdens

I know you won't hear this

My mind isn't working (working, isn't working)