Ruin Me, If It's Real

I've been safe for too long, hiding behind my scars

Building walls that kept me warm but kept out who you are

Now you're here and I can't breathe

Every word feels like a wound I need

I don't want gentle if it means you fade

I want the fire that leaves me frayed

If it hurts, then let it hurt all the way

Don't you dare love me halfway

Ruin me, if it's real

Let it cut, let it steal

Every part of me that's learned to heal

Leave me bleeding, breathless still

I'd rather break on something true

Than stay untouched without you

You kiss like confession, you burn like sin

I keep falling knowing where it ends

I've been chasing pain that feels like peace

Maybe I was born for this release

Every scar you give, I'll name it love

Every ache, a sign of us

If it kills me just to feel alive

Then I'll thank you when I die inside

Ruin me, if it's real

Let it cut, let it steal

Every part of me that's learned to heal

Leave me bleeding, breathless still

I'd rather break on something true

Than stay untouched without you

Don't save me, I don't want clean

I want to drown where your shadow's been

If I survive, I'll never be the same

But I'll wear your love like it's my flame

Ruin me, if it's real

I don't want numb, I want to feel

Tear me open, make it known

That your love became my home

I'd rather shatter under you

Than live a lie that feels brand new

If it's real

Then ruin me