Anxiety

I been working on myself

I used to be the one who brought me down

Used to be the bully in my mind

But good things take time

Bettering my soul as days go by

Weeding out all the bad vibes

'Cause I'll stay up all night

Overthinking life

Thought of every way

To pick apart my shame

Deep inside it shows

I just stoop so low

For reasons I don't know

It brings me back

To what I lack

And I can't counter that

With what I got

My anxiety gets the better side of me

Loves to haunt me in my sleep

I cave

I don't wanna hear

Evil whispers in my ear

I just wanna feel okay

And it's not like

I don't love myself enough to try,

Give myself a break from time to time

But there's so much noise in my head

I silence off instead

To try and find a blank page

'Cause I'll stay up all night

Overthinking about

What I should have said

Playing In convos in my head

Deep inside I know

I just can't let go

I'm scared to lose control

The devil's known to work so hard

But I bet my mind does a better job

My anxiety gets the better side of me

Loves to haunt me in my sleep

I cave

I don't wanna hear

Evil whispers in my ear

I just wanna feel okay