Villian Of Himself

I'm like my father

I'm just like my father

Except I'm a rapper, he's a mechanic

This is a prose poem now

I'm a prose (beep), prose poet

And who's still

Tryin' to figure it out

I can't wait to die

Sometimes, or finally feel alive

Either way, I'm tired

I'm gettin' tired

Feelin' so bad all the time

I'm the villain of himself

Gettin' drunk and pretendin' that there's no other options left

I really wish you cared, 'cause if you did

It'd be a lot easier to say that you were there for me

To the kid who always cried

To the (beep) who didn't know what to say, with tears in her eyes

You know, I just wish you cared

I really wish you cared

As relationships, relations sink

It really makes me wanna fuckin' drink

I have the power

Yeah, I know the way

To get fuckin' (beep) all goddamn day

The first step is easy, and the second step's hard

And that third step's further, and that fourth step's far

For all the ones with such regrettable births

Keep goin' back, it works

I'm the fuckin' villain of himself

Gettin' drunk and pretendin' that there's no other options left

I always wished they cared 'cause if they did

It'd be a lot easier to say they were there for me

To the kid who always cried

To (beep) who didn't know what to say, with tears in her eyes

I always wished they cared

And I still wish they cared