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Yeah, I've been thinking, that maybe I might need some help
'Cause I've been drinking, but this time it's all by myself
No company, all the empties stack up on the shelf
The devils callin', tryna get me to come back to Hell
But I can't go nowhere now, no, no, no
I can't feel my face someone save my soul (soul)
It all feels familiar, I've been here before
Just took three more shots I feel ten feet tall
The sun is scary (sun is scary)
'Cause I don't know me anymore
It's not ordinary, but I still fall asleep on the floor
My phone is ringin' (my phone is ringin'
But I don't want nobody to know
So I don't pick up (I don't pick up)
'Cause I feel more at peacе all alone
So you should give up, leavе your message at the beep
These voices won't shut up, please just let me get some sleep
Anxiety and addiction, and OCD
Are the three words that I use to best describe me
I've been chasin' this dopamine
I laid all my skeletons out on the table
Hopin' that nobody knows it's me
Tryin' my best to pretend that I'm stable
The sun is scary (sun is scary)
'Cause I don't know me anymore
It's not ordinary (iIt's not ordinary), but I still fall asleep on the floor
My phone is ringin' (my phone is ringin')
But I don't want nobody to know
So I don't pick up (I don't pick up)
'Cause I feel more at peace all alone
The sun is scary (sun is scary)
'Cause I don't know me anymore
It's not ordinary (ordinary), but I still fall asleep on the floor
My phone is ringin' (ringin')
But I don't want nobody to know
So I don't pick up (pick up)
'Cause I feel more at peace all alone
But I can't go nowhere now, no, no, no (no)
I can't feel my face someone save my soul
It all feels familiar I've been here before
Just took three more shots, I feel ten feet tall
I know that deep down
You probably think that this is a cry for help
But lately I need to protect my peace, I'm trying to find myself
It's not about money and fame
It's not about numbers and views, and clout
It's more about being at rock bottom
But finding a way that you still could get out
I've been thinking (thinking)
That maybe I might need some help
'Cause I've been drinkin' (drinkin')
But this time it's all by myself
No company (company)
All the empties stack up on the shelf
The devils callin', tryna get me to come back to Hell
But I can't go no where, now, no, no, no