Searching for Me

I search within myself and

I'm lost in this maze

I try to find a piece of anything

To prove to me that I'm still me

When you look at me

What do you see

Is the man that I am who I use to be

I don't know

What am I suppose to do with all of the choices I've made

Things that I've lived with that'll follow me to the grave

I want to give up but I don't have a choice

I gotta rise up from the ashes and lift up my voice

Go

I am not a shell

But I am not well

I am not empty

I'm figuring out myself

I just want to be the best me

No matter what it takes

I'll be searching

And I just came up empty again

I've lost all hope and my heart is waning

The expectations that I've had for me

Have become too much

And I'm failing

So you leave me in the dust

Fighting for air

It's not fair

All of the pressure that you put on me

I would do anything to put down these stones

But to fight through the struggle is the only way I can grow

I am not a shell

But I am not well

I am not empty

I'm figuring out myself

I just want to be the best me

No matter what it takes

I'll be searching

I am not a shell

But I am not well

I am not empty

I'm figuring out myself

I just want to be the best me

No matter what it takes

I'll be searching