Getting a D in Calculus (When I Should've Been Making YouTube Videos)

Go and tell yourself what a man you've become when you

Fall asleep alone with your thoughts

And I never took you for a fool or for someone who's

Afraid to admit to his own faults

But you've been picking fights on the wrong side and I think I'm through

Setting aside my peace for you

I'll take wrath and you take lust and then we'll both fall out of trust

Is that what it means to be a friend?

To be forgiven

Mind's been spoken

Promise broken

I don't think I care enough to

Give you closure when you're sober

Cause I've got nothing left to tell you

Take your future

Break the sutures

I'll take mine and try to undo

All those years we swore we'd spend

You had my trust and broke it then

Your second chances came and went

Said we'd be brothers 'til the end but

Now I think it's time we both forget

It all

We never notice the subtle ways this space grows

(Mend your ways)

Till this chasm insurmountable

It stretches

Between us

And now the demons in future days, we'll face alone

You don't deserve these memories you made with me

Mind's been spoken

Promise broken

I don't think I care enough to

Give you closure when you're sober

Cause I've got nothing left to tell you

Take your future

Break the sutures

I'll take mine and try to undo

All those years we swore we'd spend

You had my trust and broke it then

Your second chances came and went

Said we'd be brothers 'til the end but

Now I think it's time we both forget

So burn it down

Values hit the floor

Take a slip and you'll be reeling wanting more

Indecision

Bleed out your vision

Tell myself to forgive

Constant nothing

Absent will to live