d e a d

Looks like I'm awake

Got tear stains on my pillow case

Yesterday is yesterday

But today is today

And I don't feel so great

The blood starts draining from my face

The moment that I start to think

About all the things that I'm avoiding

But then a simple phrase comes to my brain

And makes it all feel better

Oh so much better

Some day I'm gonna be dead

So dead

Time to get outta my head

And worry just a little bit less

Some day I'm gonna be dead

So dead

Time for me to get outta bed

And face the existential dread (what?)

(Some day I'm gonna be)

I feel like nothing I'm doing is right

I feel like lately I'm wasting my life

'Cause I got no direction

Always second guessing

Every day I waste a little more time

Maybe the moment has come and it's gone

And everybody is moving on

Can't stop obsessing

I'm living with the tension

Of wishing I could be what I'm not

But then a simple phrase comes to my brain

And makes it all feel better

Oh so much better

Some day I'm gonna be dead

So dead

Time to get outta my head

And worry just a little bit less

Some day I'm gonna be dead

So dead

Time for me to get outta bed

And face the existential dread

(Some day I'm gonna be)

(Some day I'm gonna be)

Some day I'm gonna be dead

So dead

Time for me to get outta bed

And face the existential dread