Bittersweet Goodbye

I woke up from a ray of light

I've been dancing all alone last night

'Cause I've been chasing the rush

My feet are swelling up

Finally, I get to breathe again

Back then, I can't imagine where

I would be if you were not right here

Romantic drives in the dark

I'm drinking from your cup

Seems like yesterday is so far away

I remember our last night

I held your hand as we were walking

Like those stars, our love was dying

So this is my last goodbye

I've wasted all this time daydreaming

We've broken up, but I'm not grieving

Your friends are all oblivious

You're the main character, as it should

They'll never know my part

But I don't give a fuck

You could be a saint for all I care

But don't think for a second

I'll be the anchor of your misguided lies

Like it matters,

Does it matter?

No, it doesn't really matter to me

I remember our last night

I held your hand as we were walking

Like those stars, our love was dying

So this is my last goodbye

I've wasted all this time daydreaming

We've broken up, but I'm not grieving

I watched you cry

You said another try

I see beneath those eyes

Stop wondering why

You gave me time

To realize

I said we're meant to be

Meant to bring regret

And as you lie to my face

I'll never forget

My body's shaking as well

You're squeezing my neck

Oh, it's been hard

It's been so fucking hard

And lie after lie

I'm trying to hide

I'm scratching my skin

Exposing these scars

I beg for clarity

You beg for sleep

I gave everything

And still, end up wounded

Dazed and lonely