Progress (Crying Like a Bitch)

I'm rock bottom

But at least I'm down here looking real cute

I kinda' want it

All the ugly, all the bad, all the good

Ahhh

If I don't deal with it now it's gonna come back to me

That used to be the story of my life

Been trying to make peace with my anxiety

Anything I feel is fine

I'm crying like a bitch on the bathroom floor

At least I'm not suppressing anymore

I'm telling myself what I tell my friends

Baby your hot mess is progress

I used to cry twice a year

Now I cry like twice a day

It feels so stupid to say

My friends' like "girl you okay?"

And I'm not all the way there

But I'm still finding my way

I'm trying to figure it out, that's hard

I'm crying like a bitch on the bathroom floor

At least I'm not suppressing anymore

I'm telling myself what I tell my friends

Baby your hot mess is progress

I used to be afraid of letting go

So I would never be emotional

I'm telling myself what I tell my friends

Baby your hot mess is progress

If I don't deal with it now it's gonna come back to me

That used to be the story of my life

Been trying to make peace with my anxiety

Anything I feel is fine

I'm crying like a bitch on the bathroom floor

At least I'm not suppressing anymore

I'm telling myself what I tell my friends

Baby your hot mess is progress

I used to be afraid of letting go

So I would never be emotional

I'm telling myself what I tell my friends

Baby your hot mess is progress

Baby your hot mess is progress

Baby your hot mess is progress