Indigo Chateau

I force my way into a derelict house scared of being seen

I lie on the floor, a cut on my leg

Where have I been?

Is there a lesson to be learned?

A sign I need to find? 'Cause I'm losing my mind

My fingernails are chewed, my head is unscrewed

I'm on a decline

I confess, I'm a mess

I was perfectly fine last spring

I'm undressed, I'm possessed

And there's nothing you can do

All the light we cannot see is burning over me

All the secret histories we bury in the deep

Is it the end for me?

I'm out of time, can't you see?

Through the indigo château, I'm running wild and free

A mockingbird sings and yet, I can't feel a single damn thing

My blood is like rain drifting away, running downstream

Was there a place I need to be?

A friend I need to call? 'Cause I'm running on empty

I wish I could say it's only a phase

But honestly, that would be a lie

I confess (I confess), I'm a mess (I'm a mess)

I was perfectly fine last spring

I'm undressed (I'm undressed), I'm possessed (I'm possessed)

And there's nothing you can do

All the light we cannot see is burning over me

All the secret histories we bury in the deep

Is it the end for me?

I'm out of time, can't you see?

Through the indigo château, I'm running wild and free

I don't think you understand

I'm a shrinking wonderland

Don't quite think you understand

I'm about ready to crash-land in the sand

I'm looking for a little life

I'm looking for somebody to love me

I'm looking for deliverance

I'm looking for a reason to break free

Oh, do I have it in me? 'Cause this is all I know

I'm looking for a little life

I'm looking for somebody to save me

All the light we cannot see is burning over me

All the secret histories we bury in the deep

Is it the end for me?

I'm out of time, can't you see?

Through the indigo château, I'm running wild and free