Born into madness
I've walked this road
Life's been a battle
Carrying this load
Three major operations
Can't catch a break
Fighting these demons
Each step I take
God, are You listening?
Do You hear my pain?
Is there something
I did to deserve this rain?
I'm screaming in silence
Lost in the night
Wondering if I'm wrong in Your sight
Multiple sclerosis
It steals my stride
A body breaking down
Where do I hide?
Every moment's a struggle
Just to stay strong
Searching for answers
But it feels so wrong
And then my brother
Taken way too soon
A guiding light
Now lost by the moon
Why did You take him?
I was just a kid
A heart full of questions
Pain that won't hit
God, are You listening?
Do You hear my pain?
Is there something
I did to deserve this rain?
I'm screaming in silence
Lost in the night
Wondering if I'm wrong in Your sight
Is this a test
Or just endless grief?
Am I just a lesson
Seeking relief?
Tell me, oh Lord
Why can't it be clear?
Is Your love somewhere
Or is it just fear?
In moments of darkness
I still lose my way
Longing for hope
Just a glimmer to stay
With my brother gone
My heart is ajar
Searching for meaning
Beneath every scar
God, are You listening?
Do You hear my pain?
Is there something
I did to deserve this rain?
I'm screaming in silence
Lost in the night
Wondering if
I'm wrong in Your sight
So I stand here, broken
Searching for light
Holding onto hope
Fighting the night
If I'm not good enough
If that's what you see
I'm begging for mercy
Just set me free