hole in my heart (tired version)

I'm scared to be whole

Cause what would I be without all my problems

Making a hole in my heart

What would I think about

What would I sing about

Without all these thoughts that keep me alone in the dark

I'm so tired of feeling low

But if I'm high as the ceiling

Is there anywhere else to go

I know time is a healer

But all this time hasn't healed my doubts

Of what I would be if I weren't just a sum of my parts

Will I still be me if I don't have a hole in my heart

I'm scared to be late

But what would I be without my anxiety

Always delaying my life

What would I think about

What would I dream about

Without all this nonsense taking up space in my mind

I'm so tired of feeling low

But if I'm high as the ceiling

Is there anywhere else to go

I know time is a healer

But all this time hasn't healed my doubts

Of what I would be if I weren't just a sum of my parts

Will I still be me if I don't have a hole in my heart

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I'm so tired of feeling low

But if I'm high as the ceiling

Is there anywhere else to go

I know time is a healer

But will time also heal my doubts

Of what I would be if I weren't just a sum of my parts

Will I still be me if I don't have a hole in my heart

Will I still be me if I don't have a hole in my heart