Note To Self

First I lost a bag

And I got a bigger bag

Then I lost a friend

And I got a realer friend

Thought I lost a plug

But really he was a middle man

Kevin Gates said it

I'm just really quoting him

Look

Never thought you lose a lot of friends as much as you did in one year

Never thought you get hurt as much as you did this year

Never thought the word love would turn into hate this year

But like, sometimes its kinda hard to face your fears

You'd be stupid as fuck to ever put your trust in your peers

So many knives piled up and found their place on your rear

Even though it's kind of a buzz just never ever shed a tear

And middle finger to everybody that wanna see you disappear

Mama your son hurt he really has dealt it all

You've been through so much and all kinds of pain possible

Seems like Life just keeps knocking and banging up on your door

I mean like at this point you've got no one else to run to

I hope you heal from all the things that you don't talk about

I hope you find the love and peace that you never found

And every time you're in pain just scream and let it out

Coz you all you got when nobody's around