Dispirited

I'm sick of darkness

As the theme

Of every day

Feels like it's

Just a bad dream

I think I'm runnin

Outta ways to stay afloat

And these shadows keep

On tightening their grip

Around my throat

Choking, frantic

Tryna gasp for air

Screaming, but

No one's ever there

But me myself & I

And anything we left behind

Inside my thoughts and with

Whatever's left

Up in my mind

I'm so tired of all the

Nights I lay awake

Tryna figure out exactly

How much more that I can take

I'm sick of being

Stuck in this disheartened period

Every day waking up

Dispirited

I'm feeling dispirited

Wish I weren't so delimited

Demons they revisited

But fuck it still we in it

Thoughts they be thinning

Trauma has been imprinting

Fuck how you feeling

I wish this wasn't just the begining

Look at what that am bringing

This is that anthem for those with no souls

For those who never reach their goals

For those who fix their problem with a bowl

And big ass bong yuh

Wanna die, but to busy getting pie

I don't let it slide nah

Deal's denied, no you don't buy

Cuz I supply, yo

It is me on my own

Too toxic, finna die alone

Probably forever unknown

With a throne to be fucking disowned

I'm so tired of all the

Nights I lay awake

Tryna figure out exactly

How much more that I can take

I'm sick of being

Stuck in this disheartened period

Every day waking up

Dispirited