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I try and describe the hurt

But I can't find the words

Is this what I deserve?

Is this what I deserve to be?

I just can't commit

But it's so hard to quit

Is this the way it is?

Is this the way it has to be?

I know what I want to say

Not how to say it

I wish it was easy

To get all this out of my head

But shit ain't as simple

As talking about all the feelings

That I don't know how to express

Now it's a problem

A blunt and a bottle

I swim to the bottom of

Out of regret

That never solve it

What did I expect?

I don't bring it up to you

Out of respect

For you

All I go through

It's all old news to you

You don't care to hear it now

Or hear about it

You don't care to hear me out

And I'm so used to it

I'm no use to you

I try and describe the hurt

But I can't find the words

Is this what I deserve?

Is this what I deserve to be?

I just can't commit

But it's so hard to quit

Is this the way it is?

Is this the way it has to be?