Losing my grip

Woke up, wanting to die. I don't think I'll make it to 25

Last year, I'd be so petrified. Taste like cigarette shit, don't get me high

All I'm feeling is dead inside. Will I be able to just start a new life

Fall into a place where I don't want to try. It's 6am and I can't sleep at night

Here's to another sleepless night. Good luck trying to survive

You've been trapped with reality. I hope this isn't where I peak

I see that I'm sick. I'm losing my grip. I see that I'm sick. I see that I'm sick

What if I just can't seem to wash off the pain that I have

What if I just can't seem to make it through the darkness in my path

I see that I'm losing my reality. This is my lucid dream. This is my lucid dream

This is my lucid dream. This is my lucid dream

These games just ain't a play. Got me feeling like I need a break

I'm through all this. I need to pull through this

I'm done with all your hate. I'm done with all this pain

I can't take another day of feeling ashamed. I can't take another day of feeling insane

I can't handle all of this. Handle all of this

My dearest, I write to you. A letter that's supposed to be true

Something about how I feel alright. Let me get fucking real

I'm sick of all this hate. I can't take another day of all this pain

Can't stand the way you're always on my brain. All I wanna do is make you go away

Here's to another sleepless night. Good luck trying to survive

You've been trapped with reality. I hope this isn't where I peak

I see that I'm sick. I'm losing my grip. I see that I'm sick. I see that I'm sick

Good luck trying to survive. You've been trapped with reality

I hope this isn't where I peak. I see that I'm sick. I'm losing my grip

I see that I'm sick. I see that I'm sick

I see that I'm sick. I see that I'm sick

Woke up, I wanted to die. I don't think I'll make it to 25

Last year I'd be so petrified. Tastes like sugar rush, you can't get behind

All I know is there's blood inside. But maybe I'll be the kid who just started in life

Falling into a place where I don't wanna try. It's 6am and I can't sleep at night

Here's to another sleepless night. Good luck trying to survive