Scars

Never felt so lonely I

Never thought that it would go that far

That the dark inside would own me

Pulling me away from my own heart

Please don't touch my scars

Promise you won't touch my scars

Cuz the beast behind those bars

Might just tear us both apart

I'm this close from saying fuck it all

Pop this gun like a Tylenol

Let the anger out been inside too long

I'm serious ain't saying it for the song

The walls coming down

I'm warning y'all

This animal

That's been caged inside

Still hasn't died

Despite the odds it would survive

And it's looking to make up for lost time

Kept it away for everyone's well being

But I'm losing myself being

This version everybody wants

I'm bound to make a response

I be in the stars like astronauts

I lost my baby

Lost my baby mama

My fiancé

Surprised I ain't lose my shit

But I'm bout to do that shit

Considering everybody loves talking shit

I'll show you what I'm really made of

I been thru shit I couldn't make up

So life been ugly

Got acquaintances

Nobody love me

That's fine can't expect much

When I don't let 'em know me

This is the life that I live

Alone each day

Look at the fucks I give

The thing I learned from getting my scars

It's harder to get more keeping everybody far

Never felt so lonely I

Never thought that it would go that far

That the dark inside would own me

Pulling me away from my own heart

Please don't touch my scars

Promise you won't touch my scars

Cuz the beast behind those bars

Might just tear us both apart

Mixin liquors on a random Tuesday

Just to buzz the day away

Givin into vices