Never Wanted To Be That Girl (Live From Music City)

He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parking lot

He said we both could use a beer

And I said "hell why not"

It started out as one night turned to six months just like that

He never had a ring on, so I never thought to ask

Then last night I saw a message on his phone

It said "hey babe, what time you comin home?"

I never wanted to be that girl

I never wanted to hate myself

I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else

Bein' the other one, when there's another one

God this feels like hell

I thought I knew who I was but it's getting hard to tell

I never wanted to be that girl

I've heard about those women who didn't have a clue

The ones who made excuses, like my mama used to do

And he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets home

And I spend half an hour going through his phone

I never wanted to be that girl

I never wanted to hate myself

I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else

And being the other one when there's another one

God this feels like hell

I thought I knew who I was but it's getting harder to tell

I never wanted to be that girl

Oh and I feel stupid

I feel cheap

And I feel used

I feel weak

I never wanted to be that girl

I never wanted to hate myself

I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else

And being the other one when there's another one

God this feels like hell

I thought I knew who I was but it's getting hard to tell

I never wanted to be that girl (I never wanted to be that girl)

I never wanted to be that girl