Past Life

And now it's so beautiful

So poetic how I threw it all away on a whim

Now here I am doing that again

And now I'm so cynical

How can someone else's good be too much, too much, too much?

You're too much

Now I call upon myself in a past life

I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes

Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good

And now I'll try to see the world in a good light

But it's hard when everybody's such a dark knight

Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good

And you were tryna find the words to describe me

But I haven't found the way that I should be

And I was tryna find a way to a good night's sleep

When everybody else is busy giving me the shakes

Keeping everything they take, take, take, it's a shame

Stepping out the house Monday morning with the shades

Are you ok?

Baby, yeah I've made a few mistakes

Never thought I'd be the one who's keeping you awake

Now I call upon myself in a past life

I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes

Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good

And now I'll try to see the world in a good light

But it's hard when everybody's such a dark knight

Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good

And now it's so miserable

So pathetic how the people that you care about never care back

I guess I'm used to that

I know it's so pitiful

How I claim that everybody's just a little too much, too much

When I'm too much

Now I call upon myself in a past life

I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes

Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good

Now I call upon myself in a past life

I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes

Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good

And now I'll try to see the world in a good light

But it's hard when everybody's such a dark knight

Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good

I'm no good