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I saw you yesterday, I didn't even say hi
I know you don't deserve that, but I couldn't find the words
I let them out in my best friend's car
Just callin' you things that I know you aren't
A gaslighter, a fake-ass crier, and stupid
An impostor, but I'm a liar, 'cause the truth is
I don't wanna let you go
Holdin' on to threads of hope
I'd rather hate you if I don't get to have you anymore
Sorry that I've been so cold
Maybe it was all my fault
I had to make you the enemy so I can keep you close
Oh, I'm covered in tears in this parkin' lot
Holdin' this grudge 'cause it's all I've got
Four years and so many bad fights
Blackouts and little white lies
It's easier to look back and leave
But all the good nights
Said goodbye in your parents' yard
Was callin' you things that I know you are
And you're a player, manipulator
But the truth is
I don't wanna let you go
Holdin' on to threads of hope
I'd rather hate you if I don't get to have you anymore
Sorry that I've been so cold
Maybe it was all my fault
I had to make you the enemy so I can keep you close
Oh, I'm covered in tears in this parkin' lot
Holdin' this grudge 'cause it's all I've got
I had your Friday midnights
Kissin' in blurry headlights
Had your heavenly shoulder to cry on
In the back of the taxi sayin' take me home
Now I'm left on my own
And you took it all, your perfect body
And all of your clothes at the door
While you left me with nothin' but blood on my hands
And nothin' to hold
But I don't wanna let you go
Holdin' on to threads of hope
I'd rather hate you if I don't get to have you anymore
I'm sorry that I've been so cold
Maybe it was all my fault
I had to make you the enemy so I can keep you close
Covered in tears in this parkin' lot
Holdin' this grudge 'cause it's all I've got