dead in the rain

I'm living inside of a grave

Let me explain why I am here to regain

It's killing me, going insane

I can't seem to stay away from the whispers in my brain

It's killing me, going insane

No Mary Jane can save me from all of this pain

Let me restrain, let me retain

All of the silence and make this okay

It's taking me further, leading to murder

I'm gonna burn ya, I'm not an earner

I'm an observer, I watched how you hurt her

I'm gonna curse ya, I am a learner

I'm a converter, watch how I murder

Watch how I curse ya, become my preserver

Let me explain, let me convey

I promise to stay but I can't not wait

I have so much hate, my mind is insane

I promise to wait, my time is today

I can't disobey, I'm numbing the pain

I'm numbing my brain, I'm dead in the rain