A Message To My World!

It's just a bad day, it's not a bad life

Back to my sad ways, covered in a dark light

On the days that I feel fine, you still running through my mind

Really soon I hope we find, our strength to be combined

So what's a way to live when you deal with heartbreaks

Tell me what's a way to live when your mind and heart ache

On the days i'm out my prime, when I'm losing track of time

And the days I'm out my mind, I still want you by my side

I don't wanna start again, I don't wanna make new friends

I'm so tired of this cycle, tell me when this hell will end

Demons always on my shoulders saying they can make amends

I'm still hanging by a thread, but have some faith i'm gon' transcend

I done gave a level of patience I don't always go and give

Lately I been tryna find a reason to go find a will to live

Had alot of bad days, but somehow I'm still the same

I guess I'm a lil surprised how I never switched lanes

I guess still being alive isn't such a bad thing

But this journey I call life ain't the greatest song to sing

There's a promise in your ring

That i'll treat you like a queen if you can treat me like a king

I know I am not the simplest but my vibe can spread like wings

Spent alot of nights just thinking am I just a game to you

I don't know if it's a yes but I do know it ain't new

I'm so tired of it all

Can I trust you'll pick me up when my head's down and I fall

But last time i recalled

I miss you

I still miss you

Ouu, ouuu, ouu, ouu

Take, me, somewhere, far away from here

From here

You tell me that you love me, but you better make it clear

I don't think you can see the damage that you did's severe

I call you in the dark but I know that you'll never hear

I wonder if the words you said to me were all sincere

I'm at my breaking point i think I'm bout to shed a tear

This is just another message to my world cause you not here

When I'm bout to break the walls I never wanna see you near

And I hope your love is real so that I have nothing to fear

Tell me can you feel the love

I'm sorry if my heart is not enough

I don't want this to end up in the mud

Or else I'm out for blood

Tryna hold all my emotions and it's not alot of fun

I'm think that im just one step away from loading up the gun

If I let my demons loose and go raise hell i hope you run

You won't be able to tell if my heart's lost under the sun

On my dolo demon timing cause I know I am the one

Sometimes I be lost, sometimes I be found

I know I got trust issues, mental health is falling down

The distance closing in and the terror all around

The pressure in the wind helps me focus on your sound

I wanted me and you forever now it's lost again

Had enough of all these cycles, and my heart done hit the end

Need to fix all of the damage, but i'll still come lend a hand

Even though I lost my lover, my 4lifer, and a friend

But last time i recalled

I miss you

I still miss you

Ouu, ouuu, ouu, ouu

Take, me, somewhere, far away from here

From here

You tell me that you love me, but you better make it clear

I don't think you can see the damage that you did's severe

I call you in the dark but I know that you'll never hear

I wonder if the words you said to me were all sincere

I'm at my breaking point i think I'm bout to shed a tear

This is just another message to my world cause you not here

When I'm bout to break the walls I never wanna see you near

And I hope your love is real so that I have nothing to fear

You tell me that you love me, but you better make it clear

I don't think you can see the damage that you did's severe

I call you in the dark but I know that you'll never hear

I wonder if the words you said to me were all sincere

I'm at my breaking point i think I'm bout to shed a tear

This is just another message to my world cause you not here

When I'm bout to break the walls I never wanna see you near

And I hope your love is real so that I have nothing to fear

I miss you

I still miss you

Ouu, ouuu, ouu, ouu

Take, me, somewhere, far away from here

From here