INZiDE

I'm not gonna lie

I'd rather stay inside today

I'm not tryna hide

But I'd rather stay inside today

I don't wanna go outside

I can't lie

Sick of lies

And the violent minds

Money on my mind

Time and time again

I just sit back

No time for being sent back

And no time for friends, resent that

But I'm honest and I wish that

I could just pretend to feel that

Life is fine again

I wish I had a dollar to spend

Maybe an ounce, it depends

I could kick back with the game

I'm gonna win

Face mask been on for a min

And I wish that life was a verse

I could spit that

But it's like sports

And I'm known to resent that

It's a mile, it's a longshot to get that

Like a sniper rifle on the Tower of Eiffel

I feel like I've got a mind full of rhyme books

I could hold onto to, confine them

And not give myself to some guys

Who do not respect me or mine

Or my life and the pain I try to hide

But it still shines when you're not trying

Like a basement light when the string pop off

And when things pop

See your dreams drop off

See your days and your sleep drop off

See your friends, family drop off

And your heart gets cold

But it still turns soft

And the world is a lie

All you see is false

Like your mind can't think

What you're told to believe when taught

Far fetched what I said but I'm staying inside

Cause I don't want to be left out to my demise

I'm not gonna lie

I'd rather stay inside today

I'm not tryna hide

But I'd rather stay inside today

Tryna get out my head again

Calm down, need sedatives

Speed racing my toxic thoughts

Bleed pages of my sick thoughts