She Comes & Goes

I been tryna recover

But this soul tie shit been driving me insane

I'm in the passenger's seat and the doors are locked

So I can't get out like I just got detained

I try breaking the glass but I didn't get far

Now I got a four-five up to my brain

She told me don't move I been lying to my fans

When I say that I'm okay 'cause

She comes and goes I get too close

My heart on froze I can't let her go

She comes and goes I get too close

She lets me go

Just one night and it turns to loads

I don't even know if I'll make it home

She comes and goes, she says let's go

My mind says yes but my heart says no

She came and she went, now I gotta recover

But I'm trapped in the same damn cycle

She like my rival, star crossed-lovers

I'm holding a knife but she holding a rifle

I know what she's on so I'm taking cover

I'm ready for war, but I gotta be mindful

Holding back, now she feeling entitled

Excuse my french, build a tower then I fall

Fuck, I think now that I'm healing

I gotta stiffen my lip and stand right up

It's fucked 'cause I really been slouching

Feeling sorry for myself like I'm worth nothing

Get the fuck up the world still counting

Cuh the world don't stop for any damn thing

So get up! You better start grinding

Just get the fuck up! And stop all this crying

Every day I been getting so close to my dream

They say I make hits when I pick up my pen

I think I found myself

It's going so well but how will it end?

I'm back on track again

So there's no way I can lack again

But what if I turn my back again

So I turned my back and she back again

FUCK!

She comes and goes I get too close

My heart on froze I can't let her go

She comes and goes I get too close

She lets me go

Just one night and it turns to loads

I don't even know if I'll make it home

She comes and goes, she says let's go

My mind says yes but my heart says no

Somehow she's back again

What the fuck do I do?

I don't know what to say

I'm fucked I know I shoulda blocked her account

I did, but she made another one same day

I hate it so much that my dm's are open

I can't close them 'cause I love my fans

I try ignore it but she knows where I am

And I can't get away so I let her land

The same damn girl that was fucking me up

Way more than once, am I fucking insane?

Justify what she did in the past

I'm thinking its calm, might give her a chance

And this is what love just does heart

Makes you a dartboard, vulnerable to your half

If they want a bullseye then they're gonna get it

They'll close one eye and aim straight for your heart

And that's why I'm so twisted

Now I'm back in this constant cycle

I couldn't give a fuck if my heart's so vital

I'd rip that out for the person I'd die for

I don't know if it's love

Or I just love hard or I guess I'm a psycho

Anyways if you feel like me

We'll get thru it soon and it's like

I been tryna recover

But this soul tie shit been driving me insane

I'm in the passenger's seat and the doors are locked

So I can't get out like I just got detained

I try breaking the glass but I didn't get far

Now I got a four-five up to my brain

She told me don't move I been lying to my fans

When I say that I'm okay 'cause

She comes and goes I get too close

My heart on froze I can't let her go

She comes and goes I get too close

She lets me go

Just one night and it turns to loads

I don't even know if I'll make it home

She comes and goes, she says let's go

My mind says yes but my heart says no

She comes and goes I get too close

My heart on froze I can't let her go

She comes and goes I get too close

She lets me go

Just one night and it turns to loads

I don't even know if I'll make it home

She comes and goes, she says let's go

My mind says yes but my heart says no