For Loka

I woke up on a sofa

Got purple in my soda

I feel colder than snow

Worn out soles on my Jordans

I'm trying to regain my focus

It's gonna take me a moment

Thirty texts on my phone

Shit I know that it's over

And now this is For Loka

Falsify that I'm sober

Disregard what I said

I was mad

I was stupid

Let's just talk this one over

Blow it up like we're smoking

I'll just bum a few cigs

Don't be pissed

Pants are soaking

Babe calm down I'm just joking

And I know that you know it

And I know that you've been saying you don't love me

But bullshit

I'm not good with emotions

I just go through the motions

I take cover in my shell

Till my hell skips to frozen

I was just balling

I was just lost in the liquor

Bitch post me up

We was running a scissor

This is my system

Draining my shots sip sip sip

Baby goaltending my love

Like girl let it drop

I be open in the box

Spinning I'm showing the sauce

Grinning I go with the cut

I'm winning

I step out the house

So faded I slouch

She kicking me out

She say I don't listen

I'm fizzling out

I'm running my mouth

She say I'm a kid

And she tell me I don't know how stupid I sound

But look at me now

Baby I'm HP I'm talking to serpents

Saved you from that chamber that night for a purpose

Chosen one summoned don't know but I'm worth it

I know that I'm a different type of person

If I'mma make it I'm making it big yeah

Freshman to a senior

Only mistake is that your boy hasn't been there

The realest since I was a kid yeah

I woke up on a sofa

Got purple in my soda

I feel colder than snow

Worn out soles on my Jordans

I'm trying to regain my focus

It's going to take me a moment