Every sound is louder at night
When the whole world closes its eyes
Tiptoeing around the house
Hope to God that someone wakes up
There's a sky of wandering eyes
And I'm seeing twice the stars
Pray myself another lie
Cause I can't tell anyone
Learn to live, but first, how to die
I've done that one too many times
Strongest soldier, 20 years old
Run the tap, 'till no water flows
What if I go flood the house?
Brings me to the attic
I know here it's haunted
Cause I've been here before
Time has stolen all of my friends
Sadly, it's just been a weekend
Heartless, yet still buoyant
Self-aware yet reckless
Told me there was more to life
But why am I so fucking tired?
Gave the strength of a thousand winds
It blew them all away
It blew it out, the flame
Used to find a refuge in you
But now you're home to all my faults
Throw a party in my mind
Gotta just accept it'll be shit
And then I will detach myself from time
I don't mind dying
I'm just terrified