Thousand winds

Every sound is louder at night

When the whole world closes its eyes

Tiptoeing around the house

Hope to God that someone wakes up

There's a sky of wandering eyes

And I'm seeing twice the stars

Pray myself another lie

Cause I can't tell anyone

Learn to live, but first, how to die

I've done that one too many times

Strongest soldier, 20 years old

Run the tap, 'till no water flows

What if I go flood the house?

Brings me to the attic

I know here it's haunted

Cause I've been here before

Time has stolen all of my friends

Sadly, it's just been a weekend

Heartless, yet still buoyant

Self-aware yet reckless

Told me there was more to life

But why am I so fucking tired?

Gave the strength of a thousand winds

It blew them all away

It blew it out, the flame

Used to find a refuge in you

But now you're home to all my faults

Throw a party in my mind

Gotta just accept it'll be shit

And then I will detach myself from time

I don't mind dying

I'm just terrified